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I have mixed feelings about summer, which is stupid, because I thought summer would, without a doubt, be awesome, however I also have some things to do, like practicing piano and math. I wrote my Title as "Post Title", because I have no idea whether or not I want to spend the time doing a long time on it. I wish I could enjoy something, rather than hoping for the future, and never enjoying the present. I may start to enjoy this, but I feel like once I enjoy something the time I will have is too short. I am too negative. If I hate something, I will be bored and wait for something exciting, however, I it unlikely that I will think it is exciting once I get to actually experience it. In the rare chance I like it, I think the time would be too short, I haven't changed from this thought process since at least third grade, I don't know how to properly enjoy something.