A long day

We'll take another break to the voices series. I had a long day today. I wonder if yesterday's post was interesting or not. Every time I write something, I feel I am wasting my time, and that it will not matter in the end, which means my parents think I'm just trying to fill up the space. Like I just did, the first sentence doesn't tie in to my topic, yet it takes up almost 1/10 of how much I have currently written. Since I will do the an argument tomorrow, I would like to say that on Wednesday I will go on vacation.  I want to end it here, but I am afraid it will be too short, and if I end it after saying that I didn't want to end it but I was too short to end now, then I would feel my last sentence was wasted, and I also can't end it now, or after any other sentences that say I can't end it because, it would still be too short, and there would not be enough things about my topic. I still do want to end it. I just wasted that sentence write there. I will end it, so that undermines 3 sentences I just said a while ago. Bye